Friday Confessions... On Saturday

This week has kicked my butt. It has sucked until there's nothing left to suck.

Sorry, this isn't going to be a ray of sunshine post. I wish I was the kind of person whose every post was chipper and full of joy... I'm just not.

Another of my cousins died this week.

I've been to more funerals in the past 2 years than most people attend in a lifetime.

Jimmy was a sweetheart. I loved him. He was kind, loving and honest. He was only 34.

It absolutely breaks my heart. He is the 4th "young" one to go lately in my family. It really makes you stop and make sure you're doing want you should with your life.

I didnt cry. I always cry. I was closer to him than the others... I don't get it. I feel so guilty for not crying. Is that dumb?

So, we went down to Alabama for 3 days. I came home to 3 Scentsy shipments that REALLY needed to be bagged and delivered ASAP. I also had 2 parties to do this week. I worked my butt off even though all I wanted was to catch up on sleep.

Party #1 had one guest in attendance. I felt SO bad for the hostess.

Party #2 is tonight. Pray for huge sales!!

And a nap tomorrow...


  1. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope the party goes well tonight!

  2. Sorry to hear about your cousin. That's so sad :( Don't feel guilty about not crying! It doesn't mean you didn't love him! With all the loss you've been through lately, there probably just aren't any tears left. I hope you got the nap you wanted!

  3. I'm not a crier so I know what you mean. I go into situations where everyone is crying and I sit there dry eyed. I feel like somehow they all think that I don't feel the loss as deeply because they can't see the pain running down my face. Sometimes, you can have a broken heart and nobody can tell, it doesn't make your heart any less broken. The one that you lost can see inside your heart and knows how much you love and miss them. That's all that really matters. I hope this week is a calmer week for you.

  4. :( It really hits home when someone close to your age dies. How did the party go?